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Name: Jennifer
Birthday: 5/12/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: guitar; THS band- flute; FUMC Hurst; country music; dancing; Texas A&M; architecture; pshycology; funny movies; MY GIRL; friends; laughing; being crazy; "thunder and lightning"; STARS!; pretty flowers; pictures; drawing; being creative; posados!; smiling; I~DA~HO!!; chomper; the gang; mission trips; CSI; being outside; sitting; running; music; driving; having meaningful conversations with people; listening; rain!
Expertise: being completely honest and listening... but if you knew me then you knew that.


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Member Since: 5/15/2004

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

Finally got over that song of ours; stopped chasing little red sports cars
To check the license plates, and I quit driving by your place
Back making the rounds at our old haunts: Honky Tonks, restaurants
And seeing some of our old friends: it feels good to dance again
And I can finally smell your perfume and not look around the room for you
And I can walk right by your picture in a frame and not feel a thing
But when I hear your name...

I feel rain falling right out of the blue sky
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there staring in your eyes
And nothing's changed, and we're still same
And I get lost in the innocence of the first kiss
And I'm hanging on to every word rolling off of your lips
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place
Every time I hear your name

And when the conversation turns to you
I get caught in a "you were the only one for me"
Kinda thought, and your face is all that I see
I know I can't go back, but I still go back
And there we are, parked down by the riverside
And I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place
Every time I hear your name

I feel rain falling right out of the blue sky
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there staring in your eyes
That's all it takes, and I'm in that place
Every time I hear your name......


Tuesday, October 10, 2006

here's to you...


 

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too
Yeah, this, is my wish

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget
All the ones who love you, in the place you left
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake
And you always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too
Yeah, this, is my wish

This is my wish... I hope you know somebody loves you...


Thursday, September 28, 2006

exactly.

 

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that
I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And
I just wanna be alone
You should've never come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But
at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life...


Wednesday, September 27, 2006

you need to read this.

 

 

I got your letter and the poetry you sent me
Postmarked in december of last year
I really hope you're doing better
All of your friends close by your side
One step closer to recovery

I wish there was something i could say
To erase each and every page that you've been through
Even though its not my place to save you

I appreciate but can't accept this thank-you note
Thats sealed with your last breath
I won't stand aside and listen to you give up

If you'll just hold on for one more second
Just hold on to what you have
If you'll just hold on, just hold on
You will wake up tommorrow

These arms remain stretched out to you
Maybe someday you'll accept them
Or maybe its too late to save a young boy's heart
That's long stopped beating

Wake up, wake up you've gotta believe
Wake up, wake up you cant give up
Time keeps going on without us
Long after we're dead and gone

I wish there was something i could say
To erase each and every page
You've been through
Even though its not my place to save you

I appreciate but can't accept this thank-you note
Thats sealed with your last breath
I won't stand aside and listen to you give up

If you'll just hold on for one more second
Just hold on to what you have
If you'll just hold on, just hold on
You will wake up tommorrow....


Saturday, September 09, 2006

yeah so i found out i'm definately in love with Ataris.... all of these are perfect....

here's to you.....

 

**I wish there was something i could say
To erase each and every page that you've been through
Even though its not my place to save you

I appreciate but can't accept this thank-you note
Thats sealed with your last breath
I won't stand aside and listen to you give up

If you'll just hold on for one more second
Just hold on to what you have
If you'll just hold on, just hold on
You will wake up tommorrow....**

__________________________________________________________

On this coldest of January nights
We drive out past the runway and watch the planes go flying by
The runway lights are the deepest blue like the colors of your eyes
So close them tight and kiss me one last time

If you could go anywhere right now
Where would you go
And would you miss me when you get there
There's no place that I would rather be
Please don't let me go falling from the sky
The "fasten seatbelt" sign just needs to go out
If only you could be right here by my side
Home wouldn't seem so far from here....

____________________________________________________________


maybe someday
you really get to know me
not just the letters read to you
I pray I get the chance
To make it up to you
We got a lot of catching up to do

So I pretend, I'm doing all I can
And hope someday you'll find it in your heart

To understand
Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life

I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all
I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Waiting there to find nothing at all

Forgive me
I'm so sorry
I will make it up to you....



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